Friday, October 24, 2008

Monday, October 20, 2008


Some things currently going on in my life...

1. I got an %81 on a math test. That is amazing for me. The last time I tried to take math 110 I got a %40 on the first test and dropped the class.

2. I have officially decided I want to move back to NYC. Even if I have to work some crap job. I love it so much and since I don't much enjoy driving NYC is a wonderful place for me.

3. I directed my first scene in directing class. It was from the movie When Harry Met Sally. It went all right.

4. the Talent Performance Board just had their Best Of Guitars Unplugged show. It went really well. The danced sucked though.

5. One of my roommates moved out. Everyone who finds out in our ward seems to look at us as if it's our fault that she left. I don't enjoy when people assume I've done something. I was kind to her and befriended her. She left on her own terms.

6. I am the ward activities chair. It's a bit overwhelming but my committee is pretty good.

7. I'm not dating anyone, married, pregnant. I don't look forward to the mission/marriage/dating questions when I get home.

8. I graduate on December 12th! Or 13th! ha not sure which.

That's all for now.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

I Grind My Teeth

So if you don't know me well then you might not know that I grind my teeth when I'm stressed. I guess this morning my roomie woke me up because I was grinding my teeth again. I put my mouth guard in and went back to sleep.

So far this semester has been yes/no stressful. Some days I want to crawl into a ball, eat chocolate, and forget about the world. Other days I'm fine. I used to handle stress pretty well but now it's as if I just am so sick of going to school that EVERYTHING seems like stress.

Some other new developments in my life...

One of my roommates decided to move out mid semester. Not quite sure what that's all about.

The Talent Performance Board is going pretty well. More people are coming to shows and auditioning.

I just turned 23 on the 1st. It's weird to think where I am at this point in my life and how immature I was just a few years ago. Also, how immature I've become as I get older.

Now comes the fatal question: what are you going to do after you graduate?

As I've said before...I have no idea. I really really want to move back to NYC. I love it there. I think most people who live there for a short time fall in love with it. You find out things about yourself there. You learn things you like and dislike because you have everything you ever wanted right in one place. Whether you're a music person, an art person, a TV person, a financial person, or just a can get SOMETHING out of that pollution filled, over-populated, joy fest!

Okay maybe it's weird that I call it a joy fest...but I do love and and I do miss it. And I also feel bad for mocking one of my good friends because she talked about NY too much. Now that's me and I understand why she felt the way she did.

Okay...I'm done rambling. But seriously if you have any ideas of what I should do with my life I would appriciate it.